When I was a kid, I wanted to be a teacher. I had a beautiful picture in my head—me surrounded by smiling kindergarteners. There would be show and tell. There would be duck-duck-goose. There would be story time.
It looked a lot like the “Do-Re-Me” montage from The Sound of Music.
I was enthralled with my little-red-schoolhouse of a dream. I was enthralled, that is, until I headed to college. Why did they require me to take that dreadful early education math class? Where were the picture books, the pipe cleaners, and the nap mats? When was I gonna get to the good stuff?
It took two semesters for me to figure out that teaching was not going to be my happily ever after.
Maybe that’s why I felt so out of place at my first tutor training session. I am not a teacher, and I will never be a teacher. Thankfully, my second tutor training session taught me that I don’t have to be a teacher to do my part.
Though one-on-one tutoring is probably not in my future, I can be of use in a classroom. CLC classes are taught by real teachers—men and women who most certainly attended their math classes. They know what they’re doing, and they won’t expect me to bite off more than I can chew. In most cases, the teacher will tell me exactly what I need to do to help.
In a classroom, I’ll get to be the crew; I won’t have to be the captain.
That doesn’t mean the information given at these initial training sessions wasn't important. I’ll need to be at least a little familiar with the materials and strategies I could encounter in a CLC classroom (word families, decoding, and homemade flashcards). And I certainly wouldn’t want to jump into an adult learning environment without knowing what adult learners expect from a tutor (respect, patience, and unyielding positivity).
So, I’m gonna give it a try. I’ll be assigned a location and a schedule; I’ll observe a class or two; and I’ll use what I’ve learned to add my own little ripple to the sea of educators, volunteers, and students who are determined to diminish adult illiteracy.
I can’t wait to get started.